Trusting Him Through It All

Lately, it seems hard to see how God is working in my life. Everything seems to be going wrong. I've always been the girl that has it all together. Well, now, it's falling all apart. I don't know what I believe, I don't know who I can trust and I don't know how this is gonna get better. I've cried rivers of tears over this, prayed for countless hours and studied my Bible for quite a while. My heart breaks every time someone asks me how I'm doing. To be honest? I'm hurting, I'm afraid, and, no, I'm not OK. Somehow this will get better. God will work it out. In the meantime, I'm trusting in Him.